Friday, October 9, 2009 ' 11:03 PM
hello ppl =D here to blog again after 5 weekdays, initiating the weekends!
yeaps, had a long week, idk why, v tired and restless. maybe because u arent here x.x i'd wish u were here =X roar! XD "stole" some scores from TRCC today, and will be intending to leave a copy at my side here for future references (learn from mr ronald tan de! XD because he 'collects' scores since he's a conductor!) and i hope i'd be a conductor too in future, hence having many scores would be beneficial =D haha! next step is to get my hands on those conductor scores he hav! bwahaha! =X evil me XDwrote finish Spiritual Transformation, quite a complicated song and hope to try it out as an ensemble on sunday at bbcc =D gene wrote a few pages of it today too XD yeaps =D all is in C major, with some accidentals here n thr :P seems like a fun song to me!
and then went to celebrate gene's bdae at pastamania with her :P not realli much appetite, but cravings XD didnt eat carbonara because its exp x.x ate creamy chicken, not bad =D to me, a lil bland no matter how much salt i added =X had delicious apple crumble pizza (which i did not finish!) and blackcurrent italian soda! totally heavenly! XD then bdae cake came, cut cake and eat! couldnt even finish half of what i was given x.x and then went for a short walk before going home! XD
oh yes, not to forget! i went to comics connections to get a new hitsugaya wallet because my old one was realli old XD love my new one, but will never throw my old one away, because you were the one that gave it to me =X
i wont be surprised that i speak lesser these few days, whether in real life, msn, sms or any other forms of communication x.x i'm purely lovesick...i tink x.x having mysterious headaches from no where! coughing from no where ==" and totally restless, tired n weak for nothing! x.x moodless and dun feel like doing anything much, even bored of going to class, and lazy to even walk to cosway point (took bus instead!) speak lesser n not in the mood for realli realli draggy topics of discussion, dun realli kaypoh much anymore and hardly ask much questions alrdy! =X i jus feel lonely, empty, emotionally unstable...without you arnd. i think without you, life is realli weird and strange. i find no meaning, to smile much x.x
That heartbeat of yours, i always felt.
Was wonderful music that my heart would melt.
Your absence is something so hard to be dealt.
So painful, like a tightened belt.
Your voice i miss, so gentle and kind.
I'd listen it forever, and i would'nt mind!
Because there aint another you, that i could find.
Our hearts merged, with a string never broken, always bind.
This love is true, i know it well.
Its just like Cupid came ringing on my doorbell.
It wasnt cookies or cakes it wanted to sell.
"You two are meant to be together", thats what it tell.
P.S.: I'd wish yoshi and you were back! <3
