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Saturday, January 30, 2010 ' 8:44 AM

As we move along this road of life, ordeals we come across. I did say in the past, sadness is for the weak, and that shows how weak i've become. But after all, everyone doesn't stay strong throughout their life right? It's how long we take, to get back on our feet. I don't know when will that be, for me.

The end of the month is near, and Chinese New Year is coming. Technically, supposed to spend it with you, since it clashes with valentine's. But oh well, there goes 2010's lovely valentine's. I will always reminisce on what we've always done in the past. So much, for me to forget, though i'd never wanna forget it all.
The times we'd wait for each other for the bus, and unconditionally follow up the bus till our respective houses. The time, we first kissed in the bus, do you remember? The first time we hugged and slept hugging? That warmth, that happiness, I'd never forget.
The times we'd hang out at each other's house once a week, having so much fun playing games and laughing. Remember, you liked Midnight Tune, and we'd spend hours clearing the stages. Remember, we'd play some random music in my room and sing along for no particular reason? Jason Mraz - I'm Yours, signature song?
Do you remember, the first time you told me, you were fond of me? And that after much troubles, we came together finally. About times I'd fall sick, and you'd call to ask for my safety. You'd visit to check on my health. And likewise back to you. I'd always remember the times you'd have a horrible headache, and I'll be sitting there watching you to sleep peacefully since you'd never liked panadols.
Remember the times, that even though we are far, we'd feel close to each other. No matter how far the distance, I'd just love you all the more. The times we'd give each other birthday presents we'd always wanted? Meals together, romance in the air. Swensens, Jack's Place, Xin Wang HK Cafe. Remember, Cherry Float? Teriyaki Chicken Spaghetti? I'll never forget.
Remember that time, we'd play the piano together and had so much fun? Although we'd never get one full song properly, I knew we were one complete couple. There was nothing wrong with our love, we were so happy.

How did things turn out this way? And why? The love was so innocent? Technically speaking, we've never had a cold war since we were together. Never had a big quarrel that left us not speaking to each other for a few days. We were never angry at each other, and always give in to each other, so that we can be happy. We were happy, for the sake of each other, not for ourselves. As long as you were happy, any troubles i'd forget, any unhappiness i'd throw away. I'd just wish to see your smile, hear your voice and feel your hand. How can i move on? I can't give up this love, much less forget it. The memories, of when we were each other's. Of when we innocently love each other no matter what life throws at us.

What must I do, so that the love can be revived? I never wished this day came, and wished I was back in time. I wished feelings never fade, so that you can still love me. I wished time stopped, so that we'd stay happy. But these wishes won't come true. Never will.



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Name: Randal Lim Peng Soon
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Age: 18
Birthdate: 29/4/1991

School: Republic Polytechnic
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