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Wednesday, March 3, 2010 ' 11:47 AM

Shaken by emotions once again, I dreamt of you last night.

It's like the cassette tape has been rewound to the past, and I flash-backed everything. The many things we'd do together, and I unconsciously teared in my sleep. It may seem that everything's okay, but I really miss those days. In fact, I wished we never broke up, I wished we never torn our love.
It seemed like it was a peaceful break up, with us still in contact and chatting happily like nothing's changed. But I don't feel the same anymore. It seemed that I've lost this, happiness in my heart. Lost this comfort zone towards you, in fact lost my way of life, my direction. Where do I go now? Just continue studying and be a normal single person till love knocks my door again? It's most ideal this way, but it's most difficult this way too. Whenever I chat with you, I always wished to type 'I Love you', to send out those cute little hearts we always shared. The buttons below my 'backspace' is rotting, and so is my heart.

Things have changed so much, having no one to lean onto for help, or to be that pillar of strength of yours. I feel so, lonely, so lonesome. I feel, alone, all by myself. When once, we were together and had each other, now we only have ourselves. This love taught me so much, and I'm very grateful.

P.S.: Thank you, for loving me, once.



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